it's been long time i haven't update my blog huh ! finish my SPM ~ really feel like put down a biggest stone in my heart ~ results is coming out soon ~ time pass really fast ~ now feel like im growth older ~ haha xD at first my dad not allow me to work ~ but after my mom advice and i keep asking to work ~ finally he allow ~ so i just work for 1 month , it's quite nice ... i knew lot friends somemore have fall in love with someone ~ hahahah xD but that is impossible for me to get together with him ~ he have no future ......on the february i was went to melaka , it's really a nice places , we went to river cruise, jonger walk like a night market , portugis muzium and lot still lot places ~~ i really fall in love with melaka , what a beautiful view at there ,. wish to stay there , hohoho ... now learning car and motor .. hehehe (= this wednesday going to have my QTI , a bit worry that i can't pass ... hahaha xD anyway , i have confident with myself ^^ im sure i can do it !!!
8 of march will go to work again ~ hope i can over come all the problem that i face ~ hehehe (= hope i get good results , so that i can continue my study .... ^^ haha

SPM !

SPM is coming sooN ! i have to study hard! heheh ! wish all my friend will have the power to keep study hard ! and of course myself too ^^ good luck (= FIGHTING !!!!

An accident that unexpected T.T

as everyone know , i am the most happy girl in the world , hahaha ... actually not really ...
on monday , 22 february 2010 .. my beloved cousin brother have pass away cause of an accident ... it's really spoilt my mood that day... actually , i should go to tuition , but then cause of this happen , i cancel my tuition , i am really very sad n angry with that damn lawyer , he had take my bro soul.. he cause my bro die , he was the one who false , i hate him , hate him , gonner sue him until ....... a few day ago , my bro still ask me to make a coffee for him and can said we have not bad relationship ...... i really can't accept what was going on now , but nobody can do anything .... well , his mother was cried until fainted , and i never saw my uncle which is his dad cried , this was the first time i saw he cried , even i not really close with my bro , but that i still very sad until i can't said anything , my tears come out can't stop and i have a really bad feeling , i can't breath n my whole body become cold the time i heard this new ... we go to sungai pertani and my bro kubur at amanjaya there .... a whole day i did't ate .... i just had a bread the time at school, after that until 12 something , i just had nasi kandar ... really got no mood to eat that time .... but at the same time , i relized saleh really take care of me , he called me lots time n sms me , keep asking what happen , cause i did't bring my hp to sp , so i can't reply him and make him worry , i'm sorry at here .... but now everything is over , every morning .. after finish bath , the time go to downstairs room , i will thinking about him , cause he was slept at there the time he live in my house , b4 he die , he was slept at my house for last time , sad , sad , sad T.T
a sadness around me that i never can't said it out , the time for him to rest , i love you , bro ....
i hope everything is going well with his family , his mom did't ate for a 2 day , i can feel their sadness ... it's really bad bad bad .......

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As people said :' New Year, New Hope " the old have been past , and the new one was come , i guess everybody feel proud and happy , but i'm not , i have some weired feeling , i feel nothing , i become like a dead people , can't have any feeling , just going like a wind , i don't know what happen to me , honestly , i a little sad and dissapointed , but i don't know what , don't know what the feeling was it , it's difficult to said it out , anyway , i should control my feeling , cause i am happy go luckly ya , cannot be unhappy , heheheheh ... i am smile ..hehe...haha...hoho.....hihi....huhu......hae hae hae , hehehehehheheh
wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year ... everyone have a great time and happy all the time ...
wish everyone Happy valetine ... to all the couple in this worlds , wish they never tired of their bf or gf, hehehehe ^^ i'm so bored here , even just came back from shopping ... these day i hanging out with friends too offen , until my dad get crazy and blame me , hahaha ^^

hehehe, long time not update my blog , i forget that i got blog already actually , hahhaa , but after kian man ask me my blog address , only i remember that i got blogger , hahahhaa (= anyway , i live happilly all the time now , so happy even with anyone else , even at school , home , tuisyen or else hang out with my friends , heheh , i really so enjoy .. wish this feeling will keep longer n ever lasting , oh yeah ... now so busy with studying , don't have much time to online , after finish school need to go tuisyen then homework , really not enough time to spend , hahhahaha
now also very seldom hang out with friends anymore ...but still sneak out with schoolmate to city for my favourite ----> tom yam , hahhahaa cause busy until how also need to eat , rite ??
as you know , i'm facing SPM , an important exam for me , but still not yet ready do as SPM student , hahhahaha , cause have yapi at class , every spirit of study is spoilt , hahhahahaa
she always make fun n joking around , really difficult to concentrated , but i love this , i love this situation , hope will getting longer , hehehe , everyday laughing at friends , teachers or else ourself , hahhahaha , really so HAPPY with that , laugh laugh the sadness was dissapear , nobody can fight us in laughing , hahhahaa , we was the best (muka tebal) ... hahhahaa ^^

my lovely friends

JIN HONG
JIA LOK :)
JIA QI
TING TING
JUN NIAN
AH FONG
AH HAO
VINCENT ( DIGI MAN , PON , HANDSOME LEE)
KE XIN
JV YONG
JIAN MING
* MEI YOU LO *
WASH TOILET AND HER GENG , :D
and still a lots a lots , but i can't remember their name
hehehehhehe , happy ^^

sweet memories that never ever forget it

that was my 1st time away from family for camp at somewhere.......the 5 days had been far more than just awesome ... it's was great time of sweat mixed with laughter , an experience never to be forgotten , at time thing seem tough , but at the end of the day , the sence of accomplishment and saticfation is extremely fulfilling ...... i never go somewhere without my family or else relative for such long time , almost 1 week ... at 1st , a little scarly or else worry but so happy and excited , hehe , cause i think i will be out of parents controls .... well , mixed around with someone that u never know before , hmm ... as you know , ai xhin , jia ying , hui shan and me can do such funny and a little stupid thing , hehe , we can laugh like a crazy person , we can make something that others people neevr ever make it , hhahahahahah , we did't care about what others think , we just laugh like a crazy girls , hmm

Anyway , i really miss my friends there , i knew a lots new friends at there , they so lovely and helpful , especially JH .. he gave me a lots extreme unforgotten memories , hehehe , but what to do , we all from different hometown , some from SG , SP , ipoh , penang and others .... so , just can be together in this 5 days . but i really really so happy , so reluctant my friends there T.T

i miss them very very very much , but we have exchanged hp number , email , fb and etc , so that we won't lose contact , and keep in touch for a long time ... i have found the happiness in this short time .. even i need to woke up at 4:30 .... then bathing with damn cold water......6 something should be started working until 8 soemthing night , can said is damn tired ... we wash the plate , we do anything that need to do , we prepared food , fruits , hehe , and we play water , hahha , really very very funny and enjoy it , we laugh all the time , never stop , we also had meal togethere , until jia lok always changed places cause he said sit with us he laugh until full already .. cannot eat , so he better changed places , but we always don't let him to go others places ,hehehe , people had lunch or dinner need 1 hour , but we need 2 and half hour , hahah , cause laugh until can't stop.....the rice can't get inside the mouth , hehehheehhe , everynight i sleep at 1 something , cause everynight hang out with friends , we go to others friends room to play , UNO and others or else we go to have a walk with the windy weather and stars at the night sky, very romantic , hahhahahahha , ai xhin always sleep early one T.T ......everynight never hang out with us , i don't know how to say out the happiness and the sadness , it's so special feeling , and difficult to share , i don't know how , hehehhehe , but i found lovely , helpful and hapiness , really .........hmmmm , that is last night we stay at there , so we hang out together and play UNO in tennis kot .... very nice